Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 1:00 PM
an ant looking up to the sky.
sometimes, there are days i feel like an ant!
WHOA! thats a surprise (some of you may think)
but yes, i do feel like an ant.
so weighed down by food (problems, in my case)
yet sitll carrying them and walking walking.
sometimes, getting trampled.
but i will still stand strong.
you can say all you want to spite me.
i dont deny it affects me.
but at the end of the day, God will convict me.
you've said its gonna be tough, telling me stuff im not keen to hear.
its like you're trying to get back at me.
to attempt to bring me down.
but i have my God, i have my shelter and my fortress.
tell me wad do you have.?
i don't want to sound ugly and mean
but the truth is you have nothing.
thats the reason why you're feeling so empty and lost
so angry and you cannot believe that this is happening to you.
so shocked and surprise that i can stand on my feet so fast.
so upset that you cannot do things that you want to do.
it doesn't matter to me, even if i do get pissed at times.
but at the end of the day,
you gotta face it.
its your loss. not mine.
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Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 9:12 PM
this is the friendship we've found
and this is something we should keep. <3
i am so distracted.
i'm suppose to be doing report!
2 more questions to go and i'm done!
but here i am, blogging. HAHA.
they say a leopard never change its spots.
and i really see it happening in you.
but i dont want it to happen to me.
i'm determine to change.
i'm determine to make this year count for God.
i'm determine to wait.
i'm determine to let you know you're really worth it.
i'm determine this time.
and nothing can change my mind. (:
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Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 3:39 PM
always learn how to speak for yourself first before you accuse others.
let's just drop this matter.
we are all imperfect.
we have our own weaknesses.
yes, we should tolerate each others' weaknesses
but if it is wrong and there is a need to change.
then yes, change for the good.
but change by God's grace and strength.
instead of being selfish and blaming each other for it.
it always takes 2 hands to clap.
dont ever think that you have no mistake nor faults.
because just as much as i have offended you,
you've cross the boundary line as well.
i would openly declare my weaknesses.
1. i am a emotional person
which is not good because in the bible when Moses got too emotional twice, both times resulted in severe consequences.
2. i am straightforwad
when i dont like it, i will just say. even if i know it'll hurt you.
but i feel that if i don't say i'm like a hypocrite.
and i always think its better if you hear it directly from me.
3. i am not flexible
i don't like to force myself to accept things that i cannot.
the list goes on, but mainly these 3 are the ones.
new year resolutions.?
in the process of thinking. (:
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 11:53 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance of approx 5 minutes.
by the time i type finish its new year.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADA.! <3
today, is a new year.
i look forward in going into new year with God, my family, cellgrp, classmates and
everyone who plays a part in my life be it big or small. bloo. :)
i'm quite disappointed cos i think...ya.
nvm. understanding.
back to reports and datasheets.
poor mella. ): no life.
HAHAHA.
i got life and i live it to the full with God ok.?
i just think i should set my priorities right.!
love.! <3
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Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 4:25 AM
ok ok.
i know im suppose to be asleep.
but i can't sleep cos i thought of my report.
so here i am with hybridoma experiment 5.
its been so long that i still stay up so late to do report.
grins.
i just need to vent something out here.
and then im back to report.
haha.tone change, so fast.
today was such a awesome day in church.irritation, full blast.
feel so sleepy now.why.? why suddenly like that.?
think after this post i will continue tmr.i think you have to know.
wahh. tired. tired.you make me feel that even with or w/o me,
tonight's weather not very good.you wont feel that something is not there in your life.
not cold enough. that you'll always be able to find someone to "substitute" my place.
eyes closing already.i really wanted to ask.
sorry to those that i didn't help much.to know the answer. at least its clear to me.
especially when they expected me to.better than now, neither here nor there.
i wanna learn how to love others. its so irritating.
because learning to love is good. i know its hard. but i know if its clear cut,
but i know its for a good cause. it'll be smack right in my face that its a "no".
hey everyone.!i think regardless of others perspective,
pray for me that i'll be strong.you're just doing it bcos you dont realise it.
to overcome and learnt to love.i dont blame you either.
some part of me wants to stay like this.
but another part of me guess that things wont work out if continue like this.
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 11:00 PM
im throwing all of them out.
if you know what i meant.
i wonder if you, my dear friend would ever read this.
it was today, when i talk to you.
that i realised, the things that i'm going through,
cannot even be compared to you.
my sweetheart,
i just want you to know.
that the ppl around you do care for you.
whatever that is unbearble, share it with us.
we'll carry the load for you.
thats what friends are for.
you lend me a listening ear when im down.
so what more should i not do in your times of need?
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