im in two minds about alot of things.
in doubt about quite a number of things too.
in actual fact, not alot.
but enough to be bothered by it.

i was thinking of what you've done.
i was thinking of what she've mentioned.
i am thinking about what He says.
i am thinking about what should i do.
i am thinking about what you've said.

i don't like pretension.
dont go all close to me, acting as if you know everything about me.
when all you really know is nuts.

to be honest, friends.
i have alot.
close friends.?
i really dont know.
its getting harder to share these days.
i dont think its fair to you to always burden you with my problems
but you're not comfortable in teling me yours.
or like i dont even know if you wanna hear what i've to say in the first place.

i know who helps me cover up
when i am tired of doing so.
i know your silent contribution.
and i am thankful, grateful for it.
i know those who would listen to me w/o any asking.
just understand.
and i am thankful too.

but maybe this is a time whereby im not willing to share.
ya, mayb i just need to know you will be there.
perhaps, im just disappointed.
nothing much, i guess.
i really hope so.

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