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Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 2:57 PM

to be honest, i haven't really been able to find rest in my soul quite some time.
i am troubled by alot of things.
but half the time, this things does not even involve me.
yes, it is other people's business.
i just feel compelled to care but i don't know how to help.
i do feel very helpless at times and i do doubt God for my reconciliation with Him
once or twice.

i'd ask questions like
"why do you bring me back to you, and not tell me what you want me to do".
perhaps, i have not really settle myself down in my heart to listen.