my heart will continue to leap for joy,
and sing of Your praises forever.
till the day arrives, when You say.
my darling, you're ready for what I made you for.


im back from camp.
spiritually high, nonetheless.
i hope it is not like the past.
whereby after camps i'll be high till March then its snooze.
i dont want that to happen.
gotta have the motivation, dedication, can't be stopped. (:

through this camp,
i learnt that i've to accept myself.
i cannot be a perfecitonist and i shouldn't try.
because i have my weaknesses
even if i don't know them all,
God does.
and He'll carry me through them all.
and i've learnt that my cellgrp really loves me.
although only 2 sweet girls confess their love for me. HAAS.

HAHAHA.
saying....
M is for MELLA.
they love MELLA.
if you wanna hear her,
just shout MELLA.
"everyone rolls eyes" HAHA.

back to serious stuff.
looking at the amount of hmwrk i have.
i no longer panic anymore.
dont know why.
im not kan chiong.
i just wanna make up for what i haven't been doing.
especially being there for my FYP mates.
although darling evon keeps asking me to rest. ><

shall finish all datasheets today.
to make way for all the rest of the stuff.


if i were to say that the distance between us isn't affected.
im lying.
no one is to blame.
but i just cannot bring myself to take the intiative again.

Labels: i finally understand.

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