Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 2:10 PM
im thankful that at least its clear. (:in certain ways, you do what i can't.and i do what you can't.even though we may be similar in certain ways,but we still complement.actually, thats not what i wanna post.
actually, i wanted to say.
i really considered before, mellowing down because of my age.
and thats what i did, cos i know i've mellowed down alot compared to the past.
and now, im going back to my more loud self
cos i feel thats who i really am.
i guess i was being insensitive.
and i'm pretty upset with myself about it.
cos i think thats not very nice of me.
to be inconsiderate about your feelings.
i have a slight tinge of guilt and disappoinment with myself now.
cos i dont think i shd have behave that way.
i just didn't expect that it'd affect someone so much.
i thought we were suppose to accept each other, love one another.?
i thought that although we practice tough love,
its only when some things are wrong.?
is what i am doing wrong.?
some just ponder and ask me why im no longer as high
some dislike it when i get too high.
look, i can't please everyone.
but alright, and ok. i'll adapt to everyone's preference.
which i think will be different point of views.
guess i dont know my limits.
guess i cross your line.
Labels: disappointed
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